It`s especially bad only because it`s like, I want to unfollow everything of theirs because I feel like it should be that way. Like why should I stick around and... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 2:09:27 PM EST (GMT-5)
It's especially bad only because it's like, I want to unfollow everything of theirs because I feel like it should be that way. Like why should I stick around and make sure everything is fine? Why should I wait around for something that isn't going to happen. And it's sad cause my though process is just that, and then it's how did we f/cking get here anyways? Never did I think it'd be this way. Going to block and unfollow sh/t tonight! Just want to forget they ever existed I hate the way this sh/t makes me feel.
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 2:11:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
I'm terrified that something bad is going to happen after I do (I'm sure it won't) and then my mother will tell me that I should've reached out. And it will be on me. I'm not that special to him. If something bad ever happened to them though, as if they died, I would be immediately next and that is. Bad.
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 2:11:51 PM EST (GMT-5)
Why should I be scared that if I completely erase you from my life, you're going to kill yourself haha
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 2:56:05 PM EST (GMT-5)
I don't usually do journals much, but heads up, as someone who has worked a lot of suicides and some major suicides, it is never your fault if someone kills themselves and blames your actions. You can only control your actions, and any attempt by someone else to control your actions is manipulation and abuse. That's not your fxcking responsibility.
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 4:31:54 PM EST (GMT-5)
But if I kill myself its 100 percent your fault.
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 4:32:21 PM EST (GMT-5)
Or it’s the fault of YT collectively.
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 5:01:08 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Tuesday 9/6/22 - 2:56:05 PM Kepi wrote:
I don't usually do journals much, but heads up, as someone who has worked a lot of suicides and some major suicides, it is never your fault if someone kills themselves and blames your actions. You can only control your actions, and any attempt by someone else to control your actions is manipulation and abuse. That's not your fxcking responsibility.


Yeah, I know :( they aren't trying to do it, I don't think they even know I feel this way. It's a weird situation and I'm very confused about it. Also thanks for the advice homie boy.

I told my mother my plan and she definitely did a big ":///". She was like "so he's depressed and ur unfollowing him" Like bro wtf am I supposed to do even
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 5:01:20 PM EST (GMT-5)
Nope, I refuse to take responsibility for my own actions, so I'm not talking responsibility for yours, for sure.
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 5:02:00 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Tuesday 9/6/22 - 4:31:54 PM amaqdrinker wrote:
But if I kill myself its 100 percent your fault.


Anything I can say in response to this could probably hold up in court legally if you die one day so for now I'm just gonna XD you
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 5:03:17 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Tuesday 9/6/22 - 4:32:21 PM amaqdrinker wrote:
Or it’s the fault of YT collectively.


If I killed myself over youthink mfs honestly I would give my friends permission to piss on my dead body lidjdjd
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 6:01:03 PM EST (GMT-5)
Some days it's literally fine and then you remember them trying to guess facts about you during a call before the party and u cry very hard XD
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 6:02:03 PM EST (GMT-5)
AND THE TEXTS I HATE THE TEXTS
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 6:02:52 PM EST (GMT-5)
AND I HATE NOVEMBER. I HATE TAKING THE AMTRAK AND I HATE MEOW WOLF
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 6:03:37 PM EST (GMT-5)
I better be f/cking bleeding soon this moment of weakness is drating embarrassing I wish I didn't exist ever
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 6:11:01 PM EST (GMT-5)
You need bacon ??
1 month ago - Tuesday 9/6/22 - 6:14:13 PM EST (GMT-5)
YESS!



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