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1-800vertigo
Female,
18-29
Western US
Joined: 1 yr, 8 mos ago
440 Posts
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10 days ago - Saturday 5/7/22 - 12:38:14 PM EST (GMT-5)
Okay but Hunny and Ted Cruz deserve some type of reward for keeping up with me on EVERY social media platform I have. My digital tomb will be sprawling and cost only 10.99$ for one night. I find that despite my self proclaimed optimism I am still bitter compared to those I find myself in ranks with. I attribute this to...I'm not sure actually. I guess I am just a little mean and sour and deliver a bit of a kick when spoken to. I guess my other problem is that I seem to devour others. Wether I mean to or not I feel as if I take up a lot of space. The only upside to this is that if I like a person I let them marinate in said space. Of course this is a metaphorical space, real space is precious to me. What I mean is I don't really like hugs. 
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1-800vertigo
Female,
18-29
Western US
Joined: 1 yr, 8 mos ago
440 Posts
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10 days ago - Saturday 5/7/22 - 1:02:57 PM EST (GMT-5)
I think something that Ive been thinking about is that I forgot that I am actually not a people person. Being in quarantine, working generally alone for a long stretch of time, and keeping up with my friends online, I was actually pretty comfortable with that. There was a handful of times where I was like "some people would be nice, a party would be nice right now," but as I mentioned I AM dratING TERRIBLE
I do like going out and going to shows and parties and stuff but like anything there are better ways to digest me.
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1-800vertigo
Female,
18-29
Western US
Joined: 1 yr, 8 mos ago
440 Posts
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9 days ago - Sunday 5/8/22 - 1:25:19 PM EST (GMT-5)
In one of those sour moods where I feel like I'm overwhelming everyone I know via trying to restrain myself
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9 days ago - Sunday 5/8/22 - 1:51:42 PM EST (GMT-5)
I feel the same in groups and party settings. I usually come across as friendly and engage with people directly but I just run out of social energy. A lot of times I start the night well and end up rather intoxicated because once I say hello to everyone I don’t want to do small talk so I drink instead.
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