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1 month ago - Thursday 3/31/22 - 2:56:14 PM EST (GMT-5)
I can't believe I've been on here for about 3 years now....and why I keep coming back. High school has been going well, I have some friends and I'm doing well in my classes. I now know what I wanna do once I get out which is pretty cool. I wanna major in English literature and end up being an editor. I'm enjoying life and in a very good headspace which is nice. I'm excited about my classes next year some of them will be sociology, psychology, ap seminar, and ap English. I've been working out and getting massive muscles :)).
I think for a while I depended on this site for my happiness because it was the closest thing I had to releasing all of my emotions and thoughts but I'm really happy now. Life is good and I hope yall are doing good too.
1 month ago - Thursday 3/31/22 - 3:10:55 PM EST (GMT-5)
It's been 5 months since I've last been on here. The last time I was here I was talking about the school shooting my school had which overall sucked. I have a dream that kept happening after that. There was a gun pointed at my forehead and the only thing it saw was the hand and the gun with a very faded person in the background then BOOM I woke up,
1 month ago - Thursday 3/31/22 - 3:19:18 PM EST (GMT-5)
I think there is something wrong with my forehead in dreams because the other night I had a dream where I had to pull like a bug with tentacles coming out of the bottom of it out of my forehead by the tentacles.

It was very gross and disturbing...

Why do all my nightmares always have my forehead in them...weird?

Anyways I've been watching a lot of Netflix lately, just finished atypical which is very good I recommend it. and I started watching Schitt's creek like yesterday and I'm already on the second season it's really good.

I got a self-care app called finch and it's really good I recommend that too. its basically where you have to take care f this bird and you take care of it by taking care of yourself and it has quizzes, journaling, etc. good app

I'm tired.

Love you guys
1 month ago - Friday 4/1/22 - 7:46:24 PM EST (GMT-5)
I have some breakout on my forehead from running again. The bacteria that got into my pores probably have tentacles. It’s about cleared up now though.
1 month ago - Saturday 4/2/22 - 7:48:28 PM EST (GMT-5)
1 month ago - Saturday 4/2/22 - 7:58:11 PM EST (GMT-5)
I discovered Shein the other day...
I am already poor why did I download that the app

Guys in high school are gross, I had a senior flirt with me..I am 15.
I am tired. I have an exam on Tuesday which is not fun because I'm only running on coffee.

Poems are fun, I have to write an entire poem book for class and I think it's due next week. Fun.

I want money.
How do you even commit tax fraud?
Do people still write checks? I don't think several do... I feel like they stopped making checkbooks.
Everythings is online now which sucks because my generation doesn't know how to hold a conversation..or eye contact

I failed my Spanish test on Friday.

I'm tired.
1 month ago - Monday 4/4/22 - 3:36:55 PM EST (GMT-5)
A new girl that came to our school about a year ago seems nice
I've been talking to her for a while now and she seems nice, she gets along with my friends so that's good.
I got her number today so that's good

She likes the 2000s style, which is....interesting.
she likes to go thrifting and overall seems like she could be a really good friend

She knows how to hold a conversation which that's great.
She has a loud personality that can be overwhelming at times but she seems fun.

I was thinking we could hang out sometime maybe go shopping or something.
She's kinda the type to be "one of the dudes" and all my friends are dudes so that's cool.

I have my English EOC tomorrow so wish me luck, all of my EOCs this year are online so that's irritating.

I'm scared of the algebra EOC because I have to pass this test to graduate and this year was really hard getting used to people after c
1 month ago - Thursday 4/7/22 - 3:07:53 PM EST (GMT-5)
You know what guys?

I don't like her.
She is so irritated when I say anything
If she tries something ima throw some hands.
1 month ago - Saturday 4/9/22 - 9:27:22 PM EST (GMT-5)
1 month ago - Tuesday 4/12/22 - 2:54:19 PM EST (GMT-5)
She's irritating me so much more now, it's like shes stealing most of my friends and she thinks she knows everything about everyone, BRO YOU HAVENT EVEN BEEN HERE A MONTHHHH

Anyways I had a great day today, It was filled with luck, ok so I brought a yeti thing filled with ice cause I was going to buy a drink from the vending machines but boom it was out of soda in every single one. so I went to class but boom there's a guy selling soda for only 1$ (a lot cheaper than the vending machines) and I got sprite.

then I was talking to my 3rd period and boom my friend is selling 1$ candy bars to support drill team and of course, I buy two!

THEN I go to lunch and some people a table away from me got cookie crumble (A shop that sells cookies, some people never heard about it idk) and they were like hey want a cookie me and my friends cant eat all of them and of course I say yes.

A Good Day.
1 month ago - Tuesday 4/12/22 - 3:02:04 PM EST (GMT-5)
ughghghh, So like say a guy you have no classes with has been acting really awkward with you all year in like a cute kinda way and like you wanna get his number but then you just back out of it BECAUSE HE LOOKS YOU IN THE EYES AND JUST TALKS LIKE AN ADORABLE PUPPY. And you want to get his number to get to know him better but like you know he's not going to ask for your number cause he's awkward but like you don't really ever ask you actually are interested in for their number so you don't know what to do and I know what your thinking, in this scenario it shouldn't matter about dating because these people are in high school and yeah they are but like this is the first person they are actually interested in and they don't want to do anything about it.
And yeah the only way to get it to come out good is just asking the guy for his number though it might be awkward.

Just a scenario guys.
1 month ago - Wednesday 4/13/22 - 3:09:10 PM EST (GMT-5)
I don't want to do anything, which is not a good thing for someone in high school to say considering I have exams in three weeks.

School sucks right now.

teachers are just piling so much work onto everything and I've seen teachers are getting a lot ruder.

I feel like I'm just slowly melting into nothing.
An observer, nothing more nothing less.
I don't want to feel like this anymore, it's like going in and out of conciseness
I can't do anything and I don't want to.

I'm not going to do anything stupid but I just want to do something.
go out of my comfort zone
go somewhere no one knows me
start anew

idk I'm just in a silly goofy mood.
f boys are annoying and I want a golden toilet key chain

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