When I was a sophomore I wanted to run away to New Mexico so bad because my relationship with my mother, and just the stress of getting my sh/t together... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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From the Journal of HunnyDew | mood: Anxious

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29 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 12:23:03 AM EST (GMT-5)
When I was a sophomore I wanted to run away to New Mexico so bad because my relationship with my mother, and just the stress of getting my sh/t together was so much so I wanted to skidaddle away from it all - but after visiting New Mexico a couple times I've decided I definitely could not stand being there for more than a month
My brothers gfs mother figure (who is also the mother of my elementary school best friend) passed away a bit ago, and she's going to New Mexico with my Nephew for the weekend but I don't think she's coming back
Have a crush on a supervisor who has a southern accent and is very nice to me. Got called "babe" and "mi amor" by the same customer this week but it's always to busy to tell him NOT TO DO THAT.
Sorry I don't talk much on y'alls threads I'm afraid to ruin them :(
29 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 12:29:47 AM EST (GMT-5)
My brother "threw a party" today while they were gone and invited me, but I get so very sick thinking of getting drunk with my brother and I don't want to take care of him. When my brother lived with us, I couldn't sleep most days because I was extremely paranoid that they would come into my room while I was sleeping and kill me - so I would barricade the door and all that fun stuff. I told someone about it and they asked me if he'd done something to trigger that, and originally I said no (because aside from the other sh/t that happened - it seemed to specific to just be from general events). While working though, I remembered a dream I had when I was young about sleeping in my mothers bed before my brother breaks in and stabs me with a kitchen knife
29 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 12:34:20 AM EST (GMT-5)
In my stomach, and before he stabs me I think to myself "it's a dream, it won't hurt lol xd" but then it continues to be the worst pain in my life and it doesn't even wake me up until a couple moments of bleeding out on the carpet (rolled off the bed) and? It has to be that. That's where the fear of sleeping next to, in a room with, or near strangers and even closest friends and family stems from right? Kitchen knifes and bleeding and blood and new Mexico
29 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 12:38:09 AM EST (GMT-5)
Anyways I'm also officially stork pregnant as of Thursday :)
29 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 1:14:04 AM EST (GMT-5)
Bro I didnt know that your brother knew them like too? that makes it heavier?? (if that makes sense)
29 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 1:14:21 AM EST (GMT-5)
UM HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO WORK SUPERVISORRR YESSSS
29 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 1:14:31 AM EST (GMT-5)
wait till he tells you to keep pushing it
28 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 12:32:09 PM EST (GMT-5)
If he ever tells me to keep pushing it I think I will pass out
28 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 12:41:00 PM EST (GMT-5)
He's a supervisor also so I can make silly little stories in my head about breaking my mask or something on accident and he has to get me a new one lol
28 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 7:35:48 PM EST (GMT-5)
Slow down, maestro. There's a NEW Mexico?
28 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 10:01:15 PM EST (GMT-5)
reminds me of that Ned Flanders phase I had a bit ago
28 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 10:55:08 PM EST (GMT-5)
On Saturday 12/18/21 - 10:01:15 PM HunnyDew wrote:
reminds me of that Ned Flanders phase I had a bit ago

Aw hell diddly ding dong crap!
28 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 11:06:02 PM EST (GMT-5)
she wanted to fu/ck ned Flanders so bad
28 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 11:07:00 PM EST (GMT-5)
she was canceled on instagram because of it
28 days ago - Saturday 12/18/21 - 11:16:45 PM EST (GMT-5)
I was canceled on Facebook for making unfounded serious accusations.

I would get month-long blocks like a dozen times usually over posts from six years ago until they finally got tired of that and just deleted the account.
27 days ago - Sunday 12/19/21 - 10:17:16 PM EST (GMT-5)
Feels like I’m wearing nothing at all.
26 days ago - Monday 12/20/21 - 12:06:48 PM EST (GMT-5)
I was gonna post screenshots of the thread but I accidentally deleted it lol
26 days ago - Monday 12/20/21 - 11:20:02 PM EST (GMT-5)
I need you to accidentally delete yourself lol xd
24 days ago - Wednesday 12/22/21 - 11:34:41 AM EST (GMT-5)
On Monday 12/20/21 - 11:20:02 PM 1-800vertigo wrote:
I need you to accidentally delete yourself lol xd


I get harassed by her constantly she keeps following me around irl and on youthink she invited herself to my baby shower
23 days ago - Thursday 12/23/21 - 11:05:46 AM EST (GMT-5)
You literally begged me to be the god father and made my husband cry when you told him he couldn't be the god mother, he threw up on your shoes from the nerves and ran out of the house crying to go hide in his tree house
23 days ago - Thursday 12/23/21 - 11:05:57 AM EST (GMT-5)
I don't deny harassment



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