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Mango Man - Mood:Hysterical

Sunday July 18 202111:09:55 PM |

Wish I could take. my brain out of my skull and clean it like it was a keyboard. I want to have new thoughts please brain let me have thoughts that ARENT THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER THAT CAN ONLY BE STOPPED BY ACTIVITY. Had sushi this weekend. Everyone wants me to go to vegas but I cant even gamble so like what's the point of that? Went shopping with my sister and she asked me "Why didn't you ever go to school when you were still living with us?" and after some clarification she was asking "Why did you stay home and do nothing but cry for days on end?"and I had this weird moment where I realized she probably views me the same way I view our mother. Having an odd relationship with pants right now, I cant find any I like. Its still hot outside I hate it. I would have one of the top monkey ball times but I missed the mark by three seconds and its killing me.

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Listen to me listen to ME - Mood:Mischievous

Wednesday July 07 20214:02:10 AM |

okay so first up me and AG are going to Montana to get married. We don't really tell anyone but my friends know something is up and are waiting for me when we get back home. They see me in my grandmas old wedding dress, the long satin one. The chapel we get married in is small, the flowers aster and roses. Its late afternoon. We eat fruit from the container we bought at a grocery store along the way, I wash the strawberries by leaning out the window and pouring my water bottle on it. IT IS NOT HOT. But sunny. And I tell him "my grandma had a December wedding, and this her dress and I always wanted a December wedding," and he tells me that he just couldn't wait anymore and we had to do it now anyway because of our taxes. On the drive back I feed him chocoflan, the good good kind. When we get home my friends read poems I have marked in the books on my shelves. We make chicken flautas and

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Whos gonna save you now? - Mood:Exhausted

Thursday June 10 20219:40:36 PM |

I broke my wallet today. Found my badge, got gloves and bandaids. They want me to make a display for the opening. Caught my favorite security guard dancing and re-entered the room because I didnt want to embarrass him and this happens a surprising amount with my coworkers. Thinking about buying preserved bugs, not sure what I would do with them I just want some. Ive been writing more story lately vs poetry. But summer has always kinda been like that for me, late fall to winter is prime dumb sht coming out of my mouth months. I think it's because the temperature is higher than 60 degrees on the regular now. I think A$$$$ G$$$$$ should come get drunk with me and my friends and then carry me back to his apartment where HE WILL HAVE SUPERMONKEY BALL ON THE GAMECUBE and then we will lay together underneath a spinning fan and he will recite my favorite passages from Botany of Desire

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