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I lost my DS Stylus - Mood:Lovestruck

Sunday April 25 202110:17:21 PM |

Dear youthink I committed arson three days ago and I am still not off the high of it. I need to stop selling people elaborate tales on Tumblr. The posts are hitting like a 100 notes now. I had dream Little Caesars car and it definitely wasn't sexually. I became mildly obsessed with rec center pool decor (specifically mushrooms). I let my friends help my title a poem and the best we could come up with was "My Friend Just Won An Esports Tournament". Wore fishnets today , love them, might need to wear them again tomorrow. I have become fixated by things I used to eat when I was little. Mostly the canned food and the beef stew. Just like on a loop of images in my mind. Fruit. Beef. Vegetables. Painted my nails red and black, one hand red the other black. Writing has been happening I just hate that I have to think while I do it. Just wanna drink some flaming Dr.Peppers with the homies.

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I am the emo anime girl in chains blingee - Mood:Cautious

Friday April 16 202111:04:01 PM |

I like blondes. I don't care how they are blonde. If they have braids, or a wig, or bleach it. One time I told a guy I thought blonde hair was hot and he chopped off some his friends hair and put it in locket and the next time he saw me he showed it to me. Ive been thinking a lot about Bqq chicken because of this one radio skit from 1999. Originally it was just a funny phrase that was looping around in my head but then I wrote a poem and another poem and now I want to write fan fiction about it (not the radio show bbq chicken it will feature lesbians). I am in physical pain and I hate it as its very hard for me to articulate pain. Like things hurt all the time and you just keep going. I HATE THIS ONE DUDES PANTS. IS HE REAL???? NO. BUT IT PISSES ME OFF. JUST WEAR JEANS LIKE A NORMAL PERSON THERE IS NO REASON TO BE SO DRAMATIC THAT YOU DON'T OWN ONE PAIR OF JEANS.

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List of the past three months hallucinations - Mood:Enraged

Thursday April 01 20211:33:05 AM |

-22, just the number 22 -Starbucks logo -Paper falling off table but the paper isn't actually there and I go to pick it up and circle around the table like a bird -A very vibrant red line -The classic "woah how come everything is like I'm looking through flames" -My grandma!!! But she's not dead so its just confusing because we live together -Waves of water coming up to my feet -Rats running around me Sometimes I think that I understand what or why my mind ends up showing me stuff but then other times I'll be having a good day and there will be a guy hanging out in a weird spot and I'll be like "oh that's not real, there is no one hiding under the desk with a mask on that's just my brain" and its been years now but sometimes it does make me go :/ but most of the time its just something that passes over me. Anyways I drank sleepy time tea .

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