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I won't stick around to read responses to this. - Mood:Exhausted

Saturday August 23 20084:57:27 AM |

I just danced so hard, like never before. Men kept grabbing me, trying to mold me to their desires. I kept using force. Flailing, dancing, grooving. I am at work, now. A bar. I am waiting for my friends to stop talking. It's 3 am - there is nothing here, to say. I am drunk. Drunk like I've not been in months. Drunk like I am 17.

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Share with me some things most people don`t know about you... - Mood:Good

Wednesday August 13 20084:41:57 PM |

but you wish that they did. I am bisexual. I have Adult ADHD. I like the reefer. I can understand and sign American Sign Language. I chose these, because they're not obvious, and I sometimes wish they were. They're things that other people and I might immediatley have in common, but one can't walk around saying "Hi, I'm Stella, I have Adult ADHD and can communicate with my hands!" Your turn!

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Oh man. Am I fu*ked. - Mood:Jealous

Wednesday July 30 20082:33:29 AM |

How have you gotten over people in the past? I know it's hard initially, but I need support. I am in love with someone not good for me in any way. I don't really know his appeal at all, except that I am in love with him. So, help. Also, I wrote this. I'm awake, because I can't put my weapon down. It's hanging dutifully from my finger, ready to fire. You're texting from a warm bed. I picture us in our loveless marriage. Bliss. I picture you in your tourist sombreros. And her. And there's this kind of funny, kind of awful word stuck in my throat. I say it into my pillow. Almost to a friend, detached from the collective confusion. There it is, though. Stuck. Keeping me awake. And you're aware this is all bad. You're also a fan of escape. Luckily, I've had more practice.

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